first, you fuck it all up. then, suddenly, you realize your mistake and you want to come back, but it's too fuckin late for coming back bacause they've already moved on. you are sorry, you are sick, you are mad and you have no idea how to fix it, you just hope deep inside that you actually can. but it's a lie, it has always been.
and then you realize you love them but it doesn't matter coz it's never gonna happen.
you see them everyday, you see them happy and you are glad they are, but you are so mad at yourself that you are not able to even breathe. breathe, what a wonderful word, but that doesn't matter either.
because love is not about breathing, it's about holding your breath as long as u can. and suddenly, you move on. but you can never forget, you can never forgive. ever.
this is the story of your meaningless life. so enjoy it as much as i do.